DammitJanet
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Pam, like Fran, I do remember you from way back and you are so different now than then. I think you are somewhat like me though when it comes to the making friends in the real world. Not all that easy. I have casual acquaintances but no one I could call to get together with for anything. It is really hard. Lonely. People who make friends like they pick up chocolate simply dont get it. I can make casual conversation and be nice but its all surface stuff.
I so badly want to have just one friend who do something with me. I think that is why I clung so hard to Keyana because she was my buddy. She loved to do things with me. She was happy laying up in bed with me when I was in pain just watching tv or playing with her toys and dolls. She loved to go shopping or to Monkey Joes where she could play for hours and I could hang out on the computer while she could play. We got along even though she was little. She just loved and accepted me warts and all. No one else does.
I so badly want to have just one friend who do something with me. I think that is why I clung so hard to Keyana because she was my buddy. She loved to do things with me. She was happy laying up in bed with me when I was in pain just watching tv or playing with her toys and dolls. She loved to go shopping or to Monkey Joes where she could play for hours and I could hang out on the computer while she could play. We got along even though she was little. She just loved and accepted me warts and all. No one else does.