Had a good counseling session yesterday with Blue. His meltdowns have subsided for the last few days and we may be getting into a routine before summer school starts. After yesterday's session - the Counselor says that she feels that Blue is remembering his past abuse but at times is memory may be confusing ME with his birth mother. Therefore that may be why his rage is often directed at me and only me. I can't stop thinking about this.....it feels so very heavy to think that after everything I have done and as much love as I have given that he could even remotely consider me in the same category of the person who violently abused him and neglected him. What do you all think?