OK, seriously!!!! I am DONE! My son is still cycling, like a freaking tornado, and I am about to lose it! Today, he screeched at me in Wal-Mart, "get outta my face!" Seriously I was SO mad, I just turned on my heels and walked out the door and went home. He had no idea what had hit him. Apparently he continued shopping and picking out items that he wanted, until it suddenly dawned on him I HAD LEFT! So he walks home (it was only 2 miles) and is sitting on the couch watching TV when I arrive. He still did not know why I left??? Uhhhhh?????? When I told him that I will not be talked to that way, and that is why I left, he replied, "so you ditched me?" OK, really - this is a smart kid - at least papers tell me so. So why cannot he not see how horrible he is being???? Now he has cycled to being weepy, and sad, and saying weird things. His thinking is so skued, and irrational - sigh. I just don't know what to do. He has been on AP medications for years, and they just don't do any good anymore - but he needs a better PRN than Klonipin I think. I don't know. I just know I am really, really tired of all of this. I am ready to put him up in his own apartment - I really am! Can I do that legally? Just let him live there, and I will live here? I know I could do group homes, RTCs, etc., but those are just not options at this point. OK, now I am rambling - and he is in his room doing his "manic projects", which never conclude well.......because he can't think them through. Thanks for listening.