Wee difficult child had a follow up with the developmental pediatrician today. She's in favor of bringing the psychiatrist back in and wants an update as soon as we see her, which is next Thursday (behavior therapist got is in on an urgent appointment because of the comments he's made).She wants to add a very small dose of Tennex into the miz to slow him down a little, and maybe just prn, she's ok with my judgement to do that. We'll see her again every 6 weeks, more often if needed, til wee man is more stable again. On a personal note, I think I feel myself resigning. doctor made the comment she hadn't heard from me (via email) so she thought things were good. "Good" they are not, but I didn't email her because I didn't think there was much more help she could offer, so I just "accepted" this. I got more "good mommy" kudos today, but they just don't feel good at all. I feel like I'm failing, big time. Never thought I'd feel "resigned" in this fight. I think mommy needs some help, here.