Don't post often. Don't have the strength. Do read often and everyone is so supportive. Plan on attending support group tomorrow as know I need it. difficult child kicked out of current friends. medications missing hmmm. All kinds of threats and name calling since he can't come here. Scared but won't back down as we need peace. So many things have happened the past five years. Many drugs jail stealing disrespect. Same basic story as so many others on here. This is the first time I have said no, ususlly my husband. Trying to get my own life back instead of saving him which obviously did not work. Slowly detaching and feel better. Not in denial anymore. difficult child furious. Had to turn phone off. Sick of the drama.