It has been 10 days since difficult child was taken away after court to serve his 1-2 yr sentence. He hasn't called me. I had gotten him a phone card when he was at county, he never called then either. According to his girlfriend he didn't have my new cell phone# and didn't want to call the house in case his little sis picked up. Probably his dad too, as husband has not talked about(or to difficult child for longer) difficult child since Aug. and was all over my case about him. He didn't go to court with us and hasn't asked either. difficult child's girlfriend said he was moved to state penn in the last few days. I am beside myself with worry, anger, confusion, dismay. I don't know who I am anymore. I pray he is ok and that he will mature and that he wants better for himself then this. Right now I don't feel good, physically, emotionally, spiritually. LIfe stinks, the holidays are here and I hate living in a small town. I am trying, I am just so tired.