I have to post this on here because nobody else would understand this and would think I'm a terrible mother, but I have to get this out. I don't even like my own daughter. She's everything I think a person should try their best not to be: lazy, manipulative, a liar, selfish, immature, promiscuous. She is completely in love with this whole "ghetto culture" thing and looks, talks and acts ridiculous. Her friends are all losers who don't work and all have babies that they take marginal care of. And she's a terrible mother- her desires always come before KK's. It's disgusting. And what really kills me about all of this is that she saw me as a single mother work 2 jobs while in graduate school while still taking care of her, going to every event she was involved in, making sure she had nice clothing and did her homework and had plenty to eat. I didn't date at all for probably 3 years because I didn't have time. Now I would have had time if I had ignored her or shuffled off to whomever would watch her while I ran around, which is what she does with her daughter. OMG- how does this even happen? Thanks, I just had to get that out!