Tomorrow my daughter goes for evaluating for inpatient placement. At this point even if placed I don't expect much improvement. My child has everyone but my snowed into believing the mess she says. I have seen her operate. She will comply as a means to an end. If the end is not what she wants she will go off the deep end again. I'm over the roller coaster of crazy chaos. My in laws and husband don't want my input at this point. I may have raised her, but apparently I don't matter. OVER IT ALL!!! Now repeating "Not my circus. Not my monkeys." constantly to remind myself that that is the place I have been put in and how I need to react at this point.