nvts
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What the heck is wrong with me, anyway? Holy crow - I can't sit through a Valentines Day commercial without crying or getting po'd. You'd think that I'd have this all wrapped up already.
I'm so mad at myself for still loving him. He's been a real rat. We're getting along right now (maybe he's looking to keep a majority of the tax returns - who knows?). difficult child 1 told me that he thinks I should ask him to move back in because this single parent thing is harder than he thought it would be. difficult child 2 wants me to start dating because he feels his dad is a jerk (he says his dad yells all the time or ignores him) and difficult child 3 is a PITA with a capital P.
I think that the Valentines thing is bothering me because it was the very first holiday we celebrated together. He always made a fuss over it (to me it was always a "Hallmark Holiday") and it was touching.
Totally lost on this subject - I was always so matter-of-fact about this stuff and I can't get a grip on this junk.
What a big baby!
Ugh!
Beth
I'm so mad at myself for still loving him. He's been a real rat. We're getting along right now (maybe he's looking to keep a majority of the tax returns - who knows?). difficult child 1 told me that he thinks I should ask him to move back in because this single parent thing is harder than he thought it would be. difficult child 2 wants me to start dating because he feels his dad is a jerk (he says his dad yells all the time or ignores him) and difficult child 3 is a PITA with a capital P.
I think that the Valentines thing is bothering me because it was the very first holiday we celebrated together. He always made a fuss over it (to me it was always a "Hallmark Holiday") and it was touching.
Totally lost on this subject - I was always so matter-of-fact about this stuff and I can't get a grip on this junk.
What a big baby!
Ugh!
Beth