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Mom? What's a difficult child?
Ugh.. poor K has been up since??? She crawled into bed with me at 3:30. Could not stop moving, cracked joint... none of our calming techniques worked. husband slept on... which drives me crazy, because therapist says T just get your sleep and let husband handle it!?!?! OK.
SO I have been downstairs with Manic K...
I am sitting here on the floor while we put movies back into the boxes... well while I put them back.
She threw her vitamins across the table, screamed at me, just threw everything off of the couch, because I said no more TV...
Until she could stop screaming at me and get a little control of herself. Just a little. So she started trying to rip electrical cords out, I stopped that right quick. Then she just laid on the floor by the space heater... said it was sad, it was burning her... I told her maybe if she moved away from it it would not be sad??? So she did, it was not sad anymore.
So now she is smashing a little toy of N's, boat with a hammer and balls that you smash the balls into holes. But it is very annoying when she does it....
OMG, I was OK with her up's and down's every day... but the not sleeping... with violence. YUCK
And husband is leaving town for a couple weeks OF COURSE... 2 x before our meeting with this psychiatrist...
I just don't want to put her on anything with out the support of a psychiatrist.
I can do this... she can handle 2 months... she went almost 5 years. Right??
She just told me she feels sick inside... not like she is "sick" but just sick inside....
Poor thing... and I have an apt to change my medications today... I am going to seem so messed up!!! LOL
SO I have been downstairs with Manic K...
I am sitting here on the floor while we put movies back into the boxes... well while I put them back.
She threw her vitamins across the table, screamed at me, just threw everything off of the couch, because I said no more TV...
Until she could stop screaming at me and get a little control of herself. Just a little. So she started trying to rip electrical cords out, I stopped that right quick. Then she just laid on the floor by the space heater... said it was sad, it was burning her... I told her maybe if she moved away from it it would not be sad??? So she did, it was not sad anymore.
So now she is smashing a little toy of N's, boat with a hammer and balls that you smash the balls into holes. But it is very annoying when she does it....
OMG, I was OK with her up's and down's every day... but the not sleeping... with violence. YUCK
And husband is leaving town for a couple weeks OF COURSE... 2 x before our meeting with this psychiatrist...
I just don't want to put her on anything with out the support of a psychiatrist.
I can do this... she can handle 2 months... she went almost 5 years. Right??
She just told me she feels sick inside... not like she is "sick" but just sick inside....
Poor thing... and I have an apt to change my medications today... I am going to seem so messed up!!! LOL