I got up this am dropped off a letter/bills/contact lenses to difficult child. He didn't ask for them, I left them in an envelope taped to the door of his work. I felt it was better to leave touchy subjests out of the letter, just "I love you, you have a home, where ever you are I want you to be happy and well, etc. I thought he might call, but nothing. It will be 2 months on Aug. 4th since I've seen him. I know I'm wimping out. I don't know....My gut feeling was to at least get his contacts to him so he doesn't get an eye infection.Any ideas on how to stay strong when I am a forgive and forget kind of person and I just want this over. I guess he isn't coming home any time soon.