My letter from SSA arrived with my Disability Hearing date! This is with the Administrative Law Judge. Now I realize most folks wouldnt be excited to get a date to go before a judge but after waiting over two years for disability...the time is here! I have been denied twice and this is it. I dont know what I will do if I get denied again because my work credits wont carry me forward to another application. I am cautiously optimistic. I have boatloads of psychiatric records currently but my physical records are a bit dated because I havent been able to afford to see a doctor. I am pretty sure though that the evidence is enough that my physical stuff wouldnt change, and my psychiatric issues are enough to carry me. I am very nervous about the hearing and talking to the judge because of my anxiety but I can only do what I can do. If my discomfort and anxiety shows...so be it. Im taking husband along to testify about how my disorders effect me. I had to laugh...one of the questions about decompensation was "losing control" or "blowing up" during times of stress. Uhhhh...do you think blowing a hole in the floor of your mobile home qualifies? Or maybe I should just take pictures of my walls where I have punched holes in them...sigh.