Well, I know I been saying Im gonna go, besides no money and scared to go and just havent wanted to be examined for other reasons for a while.. I have no choice now. I dont remember if I told yo all or not but I have HPV, the cancerous strain since I was pregnant with my son whos now almost 9 years old. I havent had a Pap since. I have had some irregular bleeding off and on through the years, bladder issues, chest pains( maybe just heart burn/panic attack) Acid reflux diagnosed by my sis.. ( when I took over counter medications it helped 100%) I almost now cant eat cuz it stays in the throat and comes back up. ( sorry) So now my pains I was had in my pelvis are spread to abdomen now lower part stomach. Add bad teeth and obese.Oh my pulse rate is high too. So, I am taking the advice you all gave me before and am going somehow this week. Sometimes I hate my life so much I say who cares my ex said Id be dead at 50... well, overall, I dont want to die. I hope its all not to bad. Next week..I cant take the pain anymore in my stomach.. its like a almost constant twist and throb..sometimes quick light punch.. Just venting as usual and thank you all for putting up w me and responding to me in all my rants! Hugs all.