Loving Abbey 2
Not really a Newbie
Just wanted to say hi. I've a bit occupied with difficult child. Basically, things are still awful. I'm tired. I'm half way through my second read of the explosive child (first time was years ago and I really don't remember reading any of it now). I really don't think anything I do makes a difference with difficult child. The most ironic thing is that time away from her is actually worse. I actually breath for a moment and stop being hypervigilent, and laugh or smile...perhaps even feel good. And then I am back with her and life is awful again. It's lilke why bother trying to enjoy life, I just end up back in the dungeon.
I hope you all are hanging in there! I'm going to try to make an effort be be around again.
Michelle
I hope you all are hanging in there! I'm going to try to make an effort be be around again.
Michelle