I have a 14 year old boy. He has had issues since kindergarten and it has gotten progressively worse. Hes on vyvanse, Depakote, risperidol, adderall in the afternoon, Zoloft, and clonidine to help him sleep. He has been in and out of hospitals since last year for trying to harm himself. Threatening to harm others. Trying to get kids to fight him. He has been diagnosed with autism spectrum disorder. Oppositional defiant disorder. Adhd. Conduct disorder. Major depressive disorder. He lies all the time. He likes to roll around in the mud behind my back sometimes. I dont know why he does that. I dont have any thing outside of work that i do. I work full time in mornings. He is in a specialized behavior program because he cannot be in regular classes because of behavior. He has an iep. He can only go part time days right now. He has to be by himself for about 3 hours a day. He is allowed to go outside and not just be confined to the house. He can take a bus to my work if he needs to but my son wont do these things. Instead when something happens at school that might throw him off like someone picking on him he tries to kill himself and then immediately calls the cops and then the cops call me to come take him to the hospital. My son just recently spent 9 months in a residential facility that i had to find rides to all the time to go see him and that was difficult for me to find rides. I dont drive because i have bad vision. Now he is starting this same pattern again. I have locked up all pills because has tried to overdose. I had to get rid of all glass in the house because recently had broke a glass and tried to cut his wrists and then called the police. I am buying another lockbox for scissors razors and silverware. I got rid of the toaster in case he tries to electrocute himself. I am now trying to get rid of things in my house that he will go for next. I cant seem to keep him safe. I feel like he wants me to quit my job. I have given everything up for him. The only thing i have left is my job. He wants the 24 hour attention. This last suicide attempt he told me he doesnt think that i pay enough attention to him. Which is bs because i do nothing besides work and pay attention to him. He thinks if he lived somewhere else he would be better. But my son always thinks everything is always better somewhere else until he gets there and then he wants to go back to where he had been which is where he didnt want to be either. I dont want to do another residential because i cannot get to them. They are all out of town. Should i contact social services to see what my options are. If you have been through this please tell help me.