shellyd67
Active Member
I do not want to make this a "poor me" thread, I really don't.
I am profoundly depressed. I have NEVER been depressed in my life.
Yes, I have been sad, overwhelmed, but always managed to pull myself out of it.
I feel like I know all of you and your difficult child's. Even though I never laid eyes on any of you or heard your voices, I feel a closeness and a sisterhood with all of you.
I have let myself get into a funk now and then and thanks to Star's youtube video of Parliment singing "We got the funk" I was able to laugh myself out of it.
This is much more, I am so consumed with difficult child's issues I cannot think of anything else.
husband called my parents and my brothers on Sunday to report what was going on.
I am not nor have ever been so weak and I am scared.
I love husband and he loves me. No doubts. We have a happy marriage despite everything.
easy child is a wonderful girl who makes me feel like a good parent.
I have alot to be thankful for and I know in many ways I am blessed with alot of wonderful things.
I see my new therapist next Thursday and I am so looking forward to it.
I just cannot stop crying and wish I didn't feel so consumed.
I just want to get back to taking one day at a time.
Thanks for listening... Shelly
I am profoundly depressed. I have NEVER been depressed in my life.
Yes, I have been sad, overwhelmed, but always managed to pull myself out of it.
I feel like I know all of you and your difficult child's. Even though I never laid eyes on any of you or heard your voices, I feel a closeness and a sisterhood with all of you.
I have let myself get into a funk now and then and thanks to Star's youtube video of Parliment singing "We got the funk" I was able to laugh myself out of it.
This is much more, I am so consumed with difficult child's issues I cannot think of anything else.
husband called my parents and my brothers on Sunday to report what was going on.
I am not nor have ever been so weak and I am scared.
I love husband and he loves me. No doubts. We have a happy marriage despite everything.
easy child is a wonderful girl who makes me feel like a good parent.
I have alot to be thankful for and I know in many ways I am blessed with alot of wonderful things.
I see my new therapist next Thursday and I am so looking forward to it.
I just cannot stop crying and wish I didn't feel so consumed.
I just want to get back to taking one day at a time.
Thanks for listening... Shelly