I have been brought up by a very wonderful christian woman!! I am a christian also and believe god has gotten me through alot in my life. I have prayed for my daughter for years, and still no change. That doesn't mean I've given up, I know everything is in gods timing. My problem is I listen to alot of messages, and when they start talking about your children, they make it sound like you are not suppose to turn away from your children no matter what! so I sit and feel guilty because I really don't even want to talk to her. Does anyone understand how I feel? My mom brought me up in a Baptist church where they are very strict about everything, which has made me feel guilty about alot of things over the years, this being one of them. I really don't want to have contact with her right now, I guess I just need to confirm that it is OK to feel like this. She is now saying stuff about me to my little grandson which is soooo hurtful!! The ONLY thing i did was say she couldn't move in with me! Other then that I have done alot for her and her kids, but none of that counts!