I haven't posted on here in sometime, but felt the need to today. This weekend, my 10 year old difficult child had one of her worst meltdowns yet. She ended up throwing a chair at me and I called 911. We ended up in the ER, where the psychiatric there did nothing other than tell us to follow-up with her regular psychiatric. She has been on Abilify for nearly 10 months, and on Lexapro for the past two months, which we discontinued yesterday. I'm feeling such guilt for having put her through the turmoil of having EMS and the police come and physically remove her from the house. I need to know from someone else here who has dealt with a high functioning Asperger's child and can help point me in the direction of the right kind of behavioral therapist to look for? I don't know the right things to ask, and I desperately need to know that I did the right thing. My whole family are furious with me, thinking that I'm not accepting that my interaction with her is part of the problem and they think that I have needlessly traumatized her by what I have done. Any and all suggestions, comments, support is most welcome!