OMG, can I please just run away and hide today?
D had his first post-discharge appointment this morning with a new psychiatric, it was long and tiring, A was with us (because we're homeschooling and I can't leave him anywhere). They were great in the beginning, but then as they usually do, starting going at each other right there in the office....A had to be removed so he would stop engaging with D and then D went into a full out RAGE for the new docs. He headbutted me, got me square on the cheekbone (man, that hurt bad) then tried to pick up the chair to throw it. The psychs were good, they helped a little and observed alot, I had to restrain him until he calmed down. So we ended up re-scheduling to finish the appointment. (we were only 1/2 way thru) which was a good choice. The ride home was at least quiet.
BUT, now we are home and A is acting like a total flippin' nightmare, agressive, defiant, angry at the world and this is of course getting D all fired up! AAAAAAGGGGGGHHHHHHH!
Somebody please save me!
30 min later....as I was finishing up this post, I had to run a stop A from blowing up, which ended up NOT being sucessfull. He attacked me, pulled my hair, told me he was going to kill me....I got away, but then he attempted to destroy the house and screamed he wished he were dead. He's a little calmer now, but I can tell still on the edge and possibly working back up into a rage again.
What on earth am I supposed to do???? He just got out of the hospital 3 weeks ago!! I tried to get him to take a dose of medication and he refused, said "no more medications". I'm flippin out right now....
D had his first post-discharge appointment this morning with a new psychiatric, it was long and tiring, A was with us (because we're homeschooling and I can't leave him anywhere). They were great in the beginning, but then as they usually do, starting going at each other right there in the office....A had to be removed so he would stop engaging with D and then D went into a full out RAGE for the new docs. He headbutted me, got me square on the cheekbone (man, that hurt bad) then tried to pick up the chair to throw it. The psychs were good, they helped a little and observed alot, I had to restrain him until he calmed down. So we ended up re-scheduling to finish the appointment. (we were only 1/2 way thru) which was a good choice. The ride home was at least quiet.
BUT, now we are home and A is acting like a total flippin' nightmare, agressive, defiant, angry at the world and this is of course getting D all fired up! AAAAAAGGGGGGHHHHHHH!
Somebody please save me!
30 min later....as I was finishing up this post, I had to run a stop A from blowing up, which ended up NOT being sucessfull. He attacked me, pulled my hair, told me he was going to kill me....I got away, but then he attempted to destroy the house and screamed he wished he were dead. He's a little calmer now, but I can tell still on the edge and possibly working back up into a rage again.
What on earth am I supposed to do???? He just got out of the hospital 3 weeks ago!! I tried to get him to take a dose of medication and he refused, said "no more medications". I'm flippin out right now....