So if anyone remembers... I have a couple of GC for a massage!!! So being sick and just plain tired!!! I booked one... husband has been trying to give me a break to recover from him being gone 2 weeks... he is awesome. So yesterday I go to my apt. I am so excited... I have not done anything for myself in a LONG time... I went Snowboarding over a month ago... and husband and I went out to Dinner once in a year!!! SO I am sitting, and sitting. Her office is empty. Let me just say, this is a small town, very trusting, so it is no surprise that her office is empty. 20 minutes go by... I am about to cry, I leave her a note, saying I waited and husband would be there for his Apt tomorrow. I go grocery shopping feeling so bummed. Like crying... I get home, there is a message from her... the apt is next week!!! After I listen to the message I fully remember our conversation! I called her back and apologized... The only good thing about my day, besides the horrible PMS, which made me bake a fruit pie and eat a huge slice a' la mode!!! MMMMMM Was a dear friend sent me a very cute sweet book about friendship... I read it to K last night who was having a horrible time... it helped. If only for a short time, but it helped. Well back to packing!!! YUCK I think I have found some leads on a couple of each: Peds therapist's Pediatric Neuros and backup psychiatrist's and even Naturopaths!!! And we think we have found a rental in the SD we want !!!! Fingers crossed!!! husband and I both firmly believe in the power of positive thinking, and if you want it bad enough you can attain it... it hasn't always worked... but we keep trying!!! LOL I think this place has helped me keep that attitude... even when things are very bad around the Totoro house!!! I still need a new brain though.... by the way, I am starting to feel better... husband has some inhalers from when he had the Crud as we affectionately call it around here, doctor said to try it and call her if I did not feel better next week!!! I know small town... save money.