I'll try to keep this short. I just posted more on it in my "journal". I am feeling so much resentment toward my son. I was doing well, not being involved in his mistakes, and staying detached as much as possible. Now with him in jail, and a baby on the way, somehow because of the baby on the way, I was "sucked" back into his chaos. Because of my fears with the new baby coming, my first grandchild, which I know he will use against me eventually, as he has everything else. How do I get out of this rut? It's taking a physical toll, on my normally healthy self. Heart rate too fast all the time, anxiety, chest pain... I just can't do this anymore.