As mentioned in my earlier post difficult child is currently in jail for pulling a knife on me last night. He called me after he was arrested but honestly I was still very much in shock and wasn't very open to talking much less being supportive. I suspect he will call me tonight, and I have mixed feelings. I would love to hear his voice, tell him how much I love him and how no matter what he's done I'll always love him. I want him to know how much I miss him, but I worry that he'll read too much into it, that he will see my willingness to forgive and assume that what he did was okay. So I thought I would put it out there... should I take his call tonight? or should I leave the phone downstairs and let his Dad talk to him and simply tell him Im not home, or I'm not ready to talk yet? Or simply not answer the phone at all tonight?