only to have kt discharged AMA because the only open bed in the state was almost 200 miles away. They were going to transport kt via ambulance & I was to follow to get her admitted. It was now midnight & that wasn't going to happen I asked that kt be admitted to a medical bed & be put on watch. Wasn't going to happen ~ hospital administrators wouldn't allow that. kt is hallucinating, talking to & hearing our cat answer back about the bird that is following her. kt is beyond sedated this morning ~ I have calls into psychiatrist, therapist & mental health care team. Just needed to vent ~ a kids needs to be stabilized & the closest bed is 200 miles away.