Well I am startiing a new post - stinking thinking - because that is what I have been doing! I think over and over about how I hate my son is in jail and how it is probably not going tohelp him and how he may be worse for the wear and how am I going to cope!!!!!!! I am going to try and go see him again today at the jail UGH!!!!! He hasnt written me in 3 weeks - maybe he doesnt NEED anything - but I just keep thinking the worse - he's depressed - suicidal - doing drugs - etc. But then my mind starts to tell me to work the steps instead and think of something else. This post sounds like a crazy person!!!!! Wish me luck.