What is up with my life? I feel like I live in the world of The Twilight Zone. Of course my sister's case is still unsolved. Homicide, suicide, accident - no one knows. She had felt as if this ex was stalking her, but the cops find no evidence of that being linked to her death. How much do I fight to keep this case open, and cops searching? Her absence overshadows everything. Then my next door neighbor went missing. The cops pounded down my door yesterday looking for leads to where she was. They had some lead that she was murdered. Apparently they found her. Then an employee was fired at work yesterday, who has since threatened the store and the staff. One person, a male, was too scared to come back to work. What??? The upsetting thing is that this happened 3 months ago when they fired another person. That person threatened me and another person with bodily harm - we called the police - and fortunately nothing has happened. Tonight when I was leaving one the other managers said "do you see a red truck in the parking lot, because you know X (the person we just fired) has a red truck". Again, what??? I mean, I feel like I have lived a whole life of violence with my ex, and then difficult child. I feel like violence is this toxic goo that has seeped out and is affecting everything around me. I want to feel safe. I simply want to feel safe, and have my sister back. If I cannot have her back, then I want to know what happened. That is not too much to ask.