lovemysons
Well-Known Member
Hello all,
I wish I had good news...like once and for all, but I don't.
I'm so tired of this merry-go-round.
He's in a hospital then back on the streets. Then another hospital stay and then back on the streets again. Then missing for awhile...so I reported him to an investigator and eventually they found him high on the streets so he was charged by police and spent a few days in jail.
2 weeks ago we were - this close! He had been hospitalized for surgery on his pacemaker...likely due to him recognizing that his heart was taking a beating because of all the drug use. After that, they moved him to a quarantined section of a rehab. He stayed there and then was transferred to the residential facility. I don't know what happened...he left a voicemail on my phone late last week saying it was "a long story."
And that he is now back on the streets again. Makes me SO sad. How many one last chances is he going to get?
He always tells me he loves me. He says he wants to come back home.
But there is no way we can let him into our house again without a program of some kind.
Meanwhile, I say my prayers. But I really don't know what to ask G-d for this time...I've pleaded/begged for Him to save my son and restore him to sanity a zillion times. Y'all know what I'm talking about...and yet the loudest sound my son hears is a drug calling his name.
He's 31 now...this has been going on since he was 13.
What a waste!
LMS
I wish I had good news...like once and for all, but I don't.
I'm so tired of this merry-go-round.
He's in a hospital then back on the streets. Then another hospital stay and then back on the streets again. Then missing for awhile...so I reported him to an investigator and eventually they found him high on the streets so he was charged by police and spent a few days in jail.
2 weeks ago we were - this close! He had been hospitalized for surgery on his pacemaker...likely due to him recognizing that his heart was taking a beating because of all the drug use. After that, they moved him to a quarantined section of a rehab. He stayed there and then was transferred to the residential facility. I don't know what happened...he left a voicemail on my phone late last week saying it was "a long story."
And that he is now back on the streets again. Makes me SO sad. How many one last chances is he going to get?
He always tells me he loves me. He says he wants to come back home.
But there is no way we can let him into our house again without a program of some kind.
Meanwhile, I say my prayers. But I really don't know what to ask G-d for this time...I've pleaded/begged for Him to save my son and restore him to sanity a zillion times. Y'all know what I'm talking about...and yet the loudest sound my son hears is a drug calling his name.
He's 31 now...this has been going on since he was 13.
What a waste!
LMS