just when i come to grips with the fact i am gonna follow through all the way, not give up and keep pushing the treatment center i get a phone call while at work from teh friends who have my difficult child. They want me to sign "more legal" documents for guardianship and they want her to go to JobCorp instead of the center. Now hold on here i said. she is there basically in a holding pattern there until the treatment center goes thru. they said she is doing good there and is agreeable to jobcorp but not to the treatment center. well duh....she doesnt want help i said they agreed so they feel "life skills" are better. i told them they can teach her anything from baking a cake, to laying brick to building a bridge but until she learns how to deal with herself she will flounder around helplessly forever. i have faced the fact i wont see my oldest walk across teh graduation stage and get her scholarship for college. but why does EVERYONE have to fight me when my husband is gone. its so exhausting, as if difficult child isnt exhausting enuf. then there are others that say, hey let her go to jobcorp, its cheaper for you in the long run. i dont care about the money, i want my kid to be helped. this is what i always run into, i can see a solution but i just cant reach far enough to grab it. oh, i was also informed that she is almost out of medications (i told them a psychiatric followup was needed when she went there for a refill and they said they would set it up, guess they havent) again another night after work and instead of being asleep to get easy child to school in 7 hours, i am awake. maybe i should just give up.