My son has left Bexar County and is at an intake/orientation facility in west Texas. I was able to talk to him briefly when he got there. He sounded scared. I don't know when I will get to talk to him again. I don't know when I will get to visit. I am trying to keep my own fears in check and keep putting one foot in front of the other. It is so hard to do. It really does not matter what our difficult child's do with their lives we are still going to love them and want the best for them.