No, I don't stay in bed. Yes, I laugh, maybe once a week. I take an antidepressant, but I still feel so SAD. I miss my mom (deceased four years ago), I miss my friends (dumped me after Mom died), difficult child is almost impossible to live with (truly), and would you believe.....I'm not so sure I want to continue to live with husband (we've been married 37 years). I've felt like this for a very, very long time. It doesn't seem to be leaving me. Someone please tell me it's a passing thing.............. and what can I do to get it OUT of here?