What if . . . .

Discussion in 'General Parenting' started by beebz, Feb 12, 2019 at 1:12 PM.

  1. beebz

    beebz New Member

    So, lately I am going through a guilt phase.
    I want to say right now, my postings seem to be all over the place and that is because this life has me all over the place. It really does a number on everyone and everything involved.

    My guilt is that I was the guilty one hanging onto the "cord", the "apron strings", like a "my fault" phase.
    I sit and stare and think of ALL the things I think I did wrong. Probably need some deep counseling but I don't feel like it any more than an addict feels like therapy.

    I don't mean to sound like an a** but I don't want to go out sometimes, often, and if I do, its to do something fun or get an epidural for my back or a tooth implant.