Good morning everyone. husband and I have been talking about this indepth for awhile, and are considering an Residential Treatment Center (RTC) for difficult child if we do not see any improvement after her PHP time. And, I am not sure where or how to go about looking for one. difficult child is doing the same behaviors as before, and I am afraid of her. If we try to talk to her about anything she immediately starts screaming at us, and then refuses to do anything. ANytime I look at her, or even think about her I and up in a panic attack. I wake up every morning scared. I am hating my life right now. And difficult child doesn't care what is happening to our family. easy child stays out of the house as much as possible to avoid her. husband has just shut down and does nothing with her. So it basically falls on me. I am starting therapy this week, but I am not sure that will do much at this point. I hate admitting that I cannot handle my own child, but I just need more help, and any info you can offer would be great.