its 3:30 am as usual and I'm awake on my phone on the couch by myself. Today was such a s&$@ storm. My son has been on a rant since lord I can't remember since we all woke up. It never ever ended until he fell asleep. This all sux and feels so blah! And miserable and time consuming for all of us. Husband for two nights now left the situation and went to bed at 8 pm again. He cannot take all the yelling and verbal abuse from oldest son. So I'm left picking up the pieces drained tires exhausted pissed off and not happy. There's a million and half things out there to help with your child if they misbehave at school but absolutely zero for when it all happens at home! It just keeps going and going. Everyone is affected my his chaos and it never ever ends. We all need a break this is so draining and depleting how will I bare another day of this in exactly 4 hours when it's morning and time to get everyone up for school work etc. I have no desire to face it again that soon. To be called an idiot liar whiny stupid!!! Every single day for 3 years straight. God I just wanna either lock myself in a room away from everything and everyone or run away. lol just keep running and don't look back I can just picture it! Never mind kids running away from home can I? Please lol not funny but gotta laugh bc I have no more room for crying.