I am to meet a out of town provincial police officer at our local provincial police station this coming Thursday. He will be conducting a video taped interview as part of his investigation into the confession my father made to me via facebook for his life time of sexual crimes. I'm looking forward to having my words documented, to having a moment to be heard by those in authority. I'm also nervous as get out, I have a phobia practically of cameras and video cameras and freeze around them. I'll do my best to ignore it this time. I'm also intimidated about discussing my personal story with a total stranger, as well as so fearful that even with a written confession somehow this won't be enough and he will continue to walk around free and not punished, capable of continuing to offend with impunity. I'm a bundle of nerves is all. I could use some positive thinking power headed my way. I am already getting anxiety and it is days away.