Hi my dear friends. It has been some time since I had time to post. AS E remains in recovery and remains at home. We had a series of assessment done with psychology and psychiatry. He has ADHD and anxiety disorder, he has underlying Boarderline Personality Tendscies and Conduct Disorder. He has an IEP in process for school. Currently he is working towards his academic high school diploma and is torn between studying Scinces or Electrcal engineering. Both are sound choices. He is under the care of a good health team. He was extremely hesitant to go on amphetamines for his ADHD and has been out on medicinal cannabis. This makes me nervous as he was hoffically addicted to THC before he ventured into other drugs. He does appear to be doing quite well on the treatment. It’s bit cheap and our health Bennifits do not cover the cost. They would cover the cost of an amphetamine. He is getting 90s in functions. And he gave up the full time factory job and is looking for part time work. He will attend full time school next semester to get the last of his high school credits. He is in the process of filling out college applications. He is a pleasure to be with and is very loving and genuine which is very soothing to the soul. I have a dark fear that I try to keep in check and so have to remind myself this is his path as he must take accountability for his own actions and his own life. We have been in and out of court dealing with his criminal charges. We have one trail set date next week and one trial. We are hoping the courts will see to dismissing. His charges. I started a new job 8 weeks ago and it is too much for me to handle. The amount of work they expect is 24/7 and I am simply too old and wise for that. I have an interview tomorrow to work full time in a clinic. Less money but better work life balance. Which me luck on all fronts. I miss all of you and wish I had more time to be here.