It's not that difficult child has been behaving really badly lately. I think that the little things are getting to me and I'm just tired of it. I'm tired of feeling like I have no control in my own home. I'm tired of feeling like I'm not safe here with difficult child when he gets angry. I'm tired of finding holes in doors and him saying, "Well, I didn't do it! Why do you always blame me?" Really, the innocent act was over for me years ago. Basically, I think that I'm tired of always having to be "on" and feeling like I always have to listen when difficult child and easy child are playing together so that difficult child doesn't hurt easy child when he turns on him.