We had to put him down last night. I'm just beside myself - cannot stop crying. Having to hide it as best I can because Diva and Wee are pretty upset too. I think Figs waited for thank you. He actually came home this weekend, first time in months. Figs rallied a bit for the weekend, but yesterday he really went downhill fast. It was heartbreaking. I can't help but second guess myself. But the thought of him dying alone, in a vet hospital was equally unbearable. He was so very sick, my poor baby. He was such a very good cat, friend, confidante. I miss him horribly.