I have never found others’comments that relate w my situation with my 26 yo son before this website. I’ve gone to local groups but they’ve all just been for parents of kids with addictions but without the substance, the kid is a redeemable person personality wise. I haven’t been here for a while and my son is in jail again. We haven’t bailed him out this time and I know it is the right thing to do. My other 2 are not like him which helps me not feel like a failure now. How can I let go of the images of my gorgeous little boy? How did this happen? Why? It is a sentence on a parent and I don’t know if I’ll ever be truly happy again. That’s all. I just had to say that because I am crying and so all alone in my sadness.