First time I've seen her since Xmas. It went well. Fast forward 2 weeks, I have tried to maintain contact with her, by email because she hasn't given me her new phone number. She has not contacted me at all and barely replied to my emails. I just sent her another email letting her know I was disappointed that she hasn't tried with our relationship. And that I was sad that her drugs and drug friends were more important than us. Just pot, as far as I know. Who knows though? She replied with, thanks for not keeping things civil. and I don't need you ing at me 24/7 about my choices. I need to stop expecting anything from her. I was getting stronger when we weren't talking, now I feel weak and so sad again. WTF? Why is she such a brat?? I need to step way back again. I'm so tired of this bs. Why can't I just let go and move on with my life?? I have my youngest daughter to take care of. Why do I continue to put so much energy in a daughter that is disrespectful and clearly doesn't want me in her life??