well, just a hard day. I was right, son lost his job, why, who cares I don't think he's being honest. He is sick at girls house and low on money. He has not asked for anything, but his life is soon going to get very tough. He will get a job and make it or be homeless. Pretty sure her family has sucked him dry since few work, but also believe he was using the needle again. Here's the bad part , lol. We will not assist him. I told him what is coming up he will need to deal with, the mission can help and they may want to hit a few food banks Unless he calls with humility and wants real help, that's all we're doing. Tough love sucks, but I know it's right. He's not in the street. He may go to jail, hopefully he won't deal, he may get work and squeak by. But not with us. I will keep my home peaceful, drug free and safe for my two other boys who show no signs of any issues. I will try not to let the grief overwhelm me, for I know I deserve better... it's a hard day.