I feel so depressed, I know that things will get better and that it has only been a week since I quit my job and husband lost his. We have been looking all week adn so far nothing. I have over $400 in bills due just this week not counting the rest of the month. I am trying so hard to stay positive but it is real hard. I know that I am not the only one going through this but it is not good. I wish I could find a job and husband also so. He is starting to get depressed and is still in bed. I know that we can make it through this somehow. I am just scared, I found out yesterday that we have 2 checks that were returned unpaid, I am so nervous about that. I can't lose everthing, life was just getting better for us and now this. What are we supposed to do, the one good this is that difficult child 1 & 2 still get ssi, so we will have a roof over our heads for now. Just needed someone to vent to.