difficult child and I went hospital to visit a friend in CCU. He was great. He was calm and appropiate in CCU. Did not yell, or say anything to make me want to disapear. Then we went and had breakfast in the cafeteria. A lady there (total stranger)told difficult child that she thought it was great how he was listening and following directions. I could have broke down crying, but no one would have understood, and I could have ended up in the psychiatric unit. difficult child is now on 50mg of Lamictal(as well as the Inderal), and we are going to keep the dose there and see what happens. I realize it could change, but for now I am in heaven. I am not afraid to take him with me, I ENJOY it. This is amazing. Please pray it continues. He is on such a low dose of Lamictal, but he reacts so easily to medications. I just hope this works.