I'm Back! And it's not about difficult child this time. (He's still with difficult child-mother in law for a little while longer)... easy child-daughter Asked to see the physchologist(L) because she was depressed. L sent us to the Phychiatrist(P) so that easy child could be put on medications. L thought the depression was bad enough to require medications. easy child allowed me to come in to the office to see P. (In this State a child of 13 or older has total say over their medical condition)... Anyways, while sitting in P's office easy child answered all his questions in front of me. easy child has been hearing voices, seeing hallucinations, been extremely parinoid, and has no sense of self-worth, along with the depression. I had NO Idea all this was going on!! easy child acts like everything is fine. She gets moody sometimes but she's a 14 year old girl. She's no different than her cousins. How was I to know. Doctor P, isn't sure where we are in the diagnosis. This could be the begining signs of BiPolar (BP), or it could be the begining stages of Scizo or it could just be an extreme depression. As of yesterday, easy child is on Zoloft (50mg)to be raised to (100mg) next week. Also, she is on Resphidol. Don't remember the amount. The words "Anti-physchotic" medicine short-circuited my brain. I'm falling apart here. I think this might be the straw that breaks my back. husband left Saturday for San Diego for SIX MONTHS!! So, I call him stressed out from listening to my easy child talk about the voices and the hallucinations... I'm telling him about his little girl and he changes the subject to us getting custody back of difficult child. I will give husband the benefit of doubt here... namely that the stress of hearing all about his daughter, was too much and he needed to change the subject. But, I also think he's a jerk right now. Right now, I don't care about difficult child and if he ever comes back here. All I care about is my baby girl. Any advice??