Hi all, just an update. I finally confessed to husband about my pain killer addiction. I spent 48 hrs in detox, I checked out quickly. There they wanted to give me subxon (sp) Atavan, traznadon etc. all of which I refused. I went through withdrawals horrible. But I didn't want it to be easy. I want to remember it forever. Rehab was in a much better place and am now on my 3rd IOP session. I cannot believe the number of young men 18-24 who are addicted to heroin. In my group there are 27 people. Out of them, 5 of us are not addicted to heroin. Our society is in big trouble. We need a better way. I don't know what to do about it. I don't know how to fix it, I hope someone can.