I am going to see a brand new psychiatrist after work today. My last one gave up on me and told me he can no longer help me. I hope this one has a few tricks up his sleeve and can find some way to get rid of this damned anxiety. My mom wanted to go with me but I insisted she stay home. I do NOT want her there! So I am going and am hopeful but not too hopeful. If this one says he can't do anything for me I have nowhere else to turn. I joined a great online bipolar support group and they are very very helpful. I feel like it's my therapy. I can say anything I want to there and they all know how I feel. They do not judge me, unlike a lot of my other friends so. So this group is a godsend. But I still need help with my medicines to finally get me stable. Wish me luck.