my 16 year old showed me a text from difficult child last night..."I'll give you a free bag or $5 for every new customer you bring me, k" I went from shocked to nauseated to now...very very very angry. I tried to post on an anonymous hotline to the police, but the service was dead. I told my ex, who sent difficult child a text saying he loved him but that he had to stay away from every one in both our households until he is clean and in a halfway house or he will call the police. I sent him a facebook message saying he is disgusting. So much for detaching with love. I'm just trying to settle my burning anger/disgust/grief/despair. So far a 5 mile run didn't do it...talking to ex didn't do it...sending message only made me worse... I think it is back to posting, time, and I'll meditate later this morning. Puke.