I've been gone awhile but thought I would check back in with you guys (old friends). I like the new look of the site. difficult child is still in prison but should be out by the end of July. It has been just too rough with him in the situation he is in to write about it much. I'm sorry for that. He hasn't been on his medications and looks like a homeless person right now (long beard, long hair...and this in in prison where they are supposed to be clean shaven!). Hygiene bad, disordered thoughts, cutting on himself. No matter who I talk to or write to they don't do anything to help him. But now my main concern is how to handle the homecoming at the end of July. I'm working on trying to extend his heatlh insurance which he will "age out" of in June. I wish I could say I am happy to have him coming home, but I think I'm too worried to be happy about it.