hi so earlier i posted about how i took easy child to dr. she came back here etc. well she wound up blowing up, when she did i removed her to my room away from difficult child. she began to cry and said i dont know what's going on with me but i'm filled with rage and have been for years now and i can't take it anymore. you keep telling me there are reasons for it, yet i don't think thats it.i blow up on my friends, on everyone and i cant' control it. she said i need a medication for anger i dont' know what one yet i cant' take this anymore. iwant to live home i dont' want to be how i am yet i had to get away from difficult child, you and me home all of it because it just sets me off. i'm still blowing up away from here yet no one bothers me where i'm living so i'm able to stay calmer. on and on she went. i did the well go to therapy and the therapist will advice me on medications yet we both already agreed ssri is the way to go it helped you stay calmer and it helped you work thru therapy yet you stopped taking it. shes' going to school tmrw to beg them to let her graduate make up work classes whatever she can. i told her i can't have you manipulating me again. she wants to go to prom yet cant' afford it. i said first things first go to school make it right mean what you say and follow thru. next is go to therapy and begin taking the medications again that you have it'll help with the anger. than we'll talk. she said i want to move back home in time, i dont' want to live elsewhere yet right now i'm so angry i feel like this is best because i can't handle myself around any of you. i told her i want you back home yet not like this, the way you are. you need things in place, you need to be able to work thru your episodes better you need to go to therapy. you keep saying you want help yet when it's offered you aren't taking it. your actions dont' match up with your words. she was afraid the therapist would talk to me about her junk etc. supposedly i assured her that wouldnt' happen. i just dont want to mess up buy the kid a prom ticket a dress than have her manipulate me not go to therapy do the work to get herself better......... make sense?? thoughts????