Like many others, I haven't posted in a while. Life in general has been tough. I haven't seen my son in a couple of months. He usually doesn't answer my messages. Or, maybe, he'll send a one-word answer. I think I can get through it and then he doesn't show up for a visit with his son again. It tortures me. They are both missing out. I know he stopped paying his child support. I haven't paid it for him because it's not my job but I hate that he won't meet this one responsibility. Some days I don't know why I bother getting up. Of course, Christmas is coming and that will just add to the stress and drama.