I've been trying for weeks to find a seasonal flu vaccine source for difficult child 1 (he already got the H1N1). Our pediatrician won't be getting any more. Our asthma doctor won't be getting any more. The county clinic is completely out. All the local pharmacies are out. And of course, no one can say when they'll get a new shipment. Today, I finally found a pharmacy about 20 miles away that has 10 doses left. They close in about an hour. I tell difficult child 1 I want him to go with me NOW to get the vaccine. Uh-Uh. No way. Not happening. And despite my trying to reason with him and explain all the risks because of his chronic health conditions, and the fact that this vaccine is so incredibly hard to get right now, he still refuses, claiming he has a right to say what does or doesn't happen to him. I am so frustrated and angry right now. I can't force him to go either, because it's not like he's two and I can just scoop him up and go. AAAAAARRRRGH!