If you snoop, you may find this forum. So, please know this: My words to these people are true. They may be colored by pain and anger, but they are all true. I hope you read them and see past the hurt - to the fear, the sorrow, the desperations that you change your ways and start living your life as a decent, confident man. You are young, but you are a grown man. In the end, all I have ever wanted was for you to be happy and live a full life; a life with morals, goals, and love. I have hated your actions. I have hated your choices. Most of all I have hated the choices you have forced me to make. But I have always loved you!